hello there. I had fun with Chuck last night. We went to holly Wood I bought 5 new Cds. Funkervogt's we came to kill, machine ziet, and excution tracks. I bought flesh field and velvet acid Christ's Calling of the dead. I had lots of fun. It was not exciting fun. It was entertaining. I want Brandon. He is such a hottie. I miss you jazmyn ( Read more... )

Today is a descent day. My friend ditz came over and we went swimming. She is the best. I am farely tired. I happy though, cause my best friend and i are spending all of tuesday together. He read my live journal. I wonder what he is going to say tomorrow. I did take pictures and as soon as I get to a scanner I will put them on. I am ( Read more... )

God Damn I was hot. I bought a water bra and I already am a d. I had twenty hole vinyl boots on, fishh nets, low cut top, and a black satain box with a nice skirt. Damn I looked good. I loved it as well as everybody else. I am sexy. It helped my confidence so much. My best friend told me I looked the best I ever looked. I was not trying to ( Read more... )

I am no longer in a good mood. I am seriously thinking about quiting my job. I am starting to make my self really sick. I have been running a 103 temp. this week. Help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please.

Hello my peoples. I cut my hair and now I look twelve nice and innocent. You know how I said I was going to the movies on Sunday with my best friend well I lied I guess. Cause I asked him if we were still going , he asked if we could pospone it to another day. He had other plans with this girl name Ryan. it hurt and i told him to forget about ( Read more... )

Where should I start. I know it has been forever since i have written anything. I am sick right now and I realize that i will not have him. I met a really cute guy name Brandon. I think that is why he loves her because it turns off pain. I think that he confuses love with lust. I have discovered that I do not really matter in my best friends ( Read more... )

HEllo there. Today is a good day. I am starting to get better and I do not fear for my life so much. I am farely tired. I miss me but it is different this time. I am starting to use first person more often. I am okay. Do not worry about me to much. I miss u to Dark Angel. Remember to love me.

I am sad that I got grounded. It was not to harsh. I am kinda dissappointed in my best friend. Please do not ask why. I am doing much better. Please forgive for what I have done. I have scared one of my good friends. Ana is not writting to me. Dark Angel is not talking to me. Is it just me or is it them? I am so utterly confused. I feel ( Read more... )

Last night was the scareist night of my life. I had a nervous break down. I am thankful that I have really good friends. I have tomorrow off. Six days in a row. It really sucked. I am to depressed right now to go in great depth on how my life is going. Not to be selfish but I am bored with myself right now. I love you all well most of you ( Read more... )

Today really sucks. I hate those who push. Not during sex or anything. Just in general. My brother constant physical abuse is starting to get to me. I am tired and I am still trying to cope with the death of my ex-boyfriend. There has never been a time in my life where I have felt so alone. I hate things being official like realationships ( Read more... )