I'm not dead. Anyone want contact info?

You don't respond, and I get tired of talking to myself outloud when it requires effort. And I keep waiting for someone to say something, and it's disappointing. So I say nothing, and then at least I'm in control, or something. There is lots of drama, but.. it doesn't matter. You've all become my mother. This is hilarious.

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I never tried to recruit any of you lot earlier because I didn't think you'd do it. Not because I haven't been doing this long or didn't think to. Nyeh.

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I know I tend to reach out when I hurt, but I wonder if maybe it's not that I don't reach out when I'm happy because I'm a horrible person who only uses people, and not just that I don't make contact when I'm happy because the feeling people don't really want to talk to me is pervasive enough to be noticeable even when I'm feeling better. Or I ( Read more... )

I've been enjoying horrible ideas. Bleeding broken hurty ideas. But it'd be a good excuse to be a mess, and it might hurt people who're hurting me. It's nice, and it won't keep him around, but part of me wants to believe it might. Maybe just maybe if I need enough...

I'm sorry. Someone please talk to me. I'm very lonely.

I think I have a magic power. Well, probably several, there's a few things I'm ridiculously good at. One of them is producing the "I don't know what to say or do so I'll do nothing and seem like I'm ignoring you" response. I'm very good at that one. I'm also pretty damn good at determining the sexual orientation of males, depending on how they ( Read more... )

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