when you twitch in your seat ( Read more... )

essay ( Read more... )

wow. you shock me with what's still in your head, i thought the opposite was true ( Read more... )

please dont worry lover, it's really bursting at the seams, absorbing everything, the spectrums a to z ( Read more... )

i hate being poor.

fucking wonderful. thanks as if you werent making things hard enough.

life is good i must say. my inside job isn't too bad (blockbuster gives free rentals, hell yeah), my outside job is amazing (river guiding is so freaking fun!), i have great friends who are so fun to hang out with, and my room is a fire hazard. i cant wait to go skiing tomorrow! it's around my 40th time up this year, i wish i could have made that ( Read more... )

so annoyed right now with how things are going with things. damn things. how many more times can i put the word things in here? i'll tell you how many. things. damnit!!!!

crying is hard to do. especially with lots of people around. i dont particularly like it. thank god for good friends like billy who was willing to be there with me. i would have felt much more alone without him. and much more stupid because i would have had to cry alone ( Read more... )

i am so confused right now. and horribly sad ( Read more... )