I have so many things swimming around my head right now. I'm really confused and I need to get away from everything. Work is being a bitch and I have to go today, I have college stuff that I need to sort out, My family are being evil to me and I seem to once again be the outcast and my grandma has bowel cancer... I don't know how to feel about the ( Read more... )

Well everything seems to be looking up *looks to the sky* well so far. Steven told me what he wants and I told him the same. Sex... Lol. Well I guess so. I know we like eachother more than just 'sex partners' so that's why it wont be so bad...I think. Lol Nah I told him I wouldn't just have sex with him and he told me that he didn't expect me too ( Read more... )

I fucking hate myself, I'm a slut, I hate me and I wish I didn't do some of the stuff I have.  I fucking got off, made out, snogged whatever you call it, with my best mate but I don't want to lead him on, I don't know if I like him that way, I don't know why I did it... but that's not the only reason i'm fucked it's because of Steven, why why why ( Read more... )

I have my second exam today! Science... Ahhh. I am really worried about it. I have to do some revision like now... lol. I did some yesterday and I got quite alot done. Tomorrow I have a math exam so I need to do some revision on that! Ahh! I hate maths! So yeah, right now i'm really bored. I'm just checking out some ranDOM sites and waiting for ( Read more... )

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How do I thank you for all that you’ve done?

How do I put into words all the things you did?

What am supposed to say to the person who pretty much saved me?

How do I tell them that I vow to help them now, they’ve saved me?

There were times when I was feeling on the brink

And I didn’t know where to go to get some help.

There were times when I ( Read more... )

*Nods* It's true...Jess told me! =P Hehe

I feel so lonely...well I do today, I guess I realised that I don't really have proper friends... not where I live anyway, no one that I would really call a serious FRIEND, pretty sad huh? I just wish I had the money to go and leave this place. My bro is having a go at me now because HE broke a glass. I ( Read more... )

Blame The Cat

You see the scratches on my arm

You look at them carefully

And ask what they are.

I think of a lie

A quick one to tell

Because if you find out

Then I’m going to hell.

I see the cat and point to him

“He did it” is said “he cut me, him!”

You look at me funny then nod, you accept

The cat gets thrown out left on the porch deck

I see ( Read more... )

Meh, well because of Jess I just finished eating mushroom soup =P haha. I'm tired. I've been shopping today, I will have to put on my clothes and take a pic. I look stupid, the top is pink! =/  PINK! *hides* I have to wear it for the christening, because we're going into church, I really don't feel like myself but I have to look... "presentable" I ( Read more... )

So now it's official, i left school today! It was my last full day! OMG! *Cries* I can't believe it's been 4 years since i started that school and made all those friends. 4 years of making friends, falling out and making friends again... I'ma miss them all so much. I took loads of pictures and loads of me and my maties. A few of me and Stefan =P ( Read more... )