when you have all the world why do we denie.......

i got into treatment... this makes me happy.

well the last month i havent been doing well. been in two mental hospitals um lost it for a minute...aparently my bipolar got to me...... they said i tried to kill myself... i crashed my car... got some luck goin here.. but i am doing much better got on some meds and am feeling actually normal.... happy even..its kind of scary...but in a good way~

hmm... just been informed that michael is leaving in 2 hours to go to japan for 4 years in the navy... i hope it works out for him.... i'll miss him but i'm ok with it... i think my wounds are healing ok and i am content... our paths will cross again one day ( Read more... )

allot of crap lets see where to start.......... for 6 days i was in a mental hospital....lots of bullshit....lMao.... they thought i was gonna kill myself......

woah.. bipolar mood swing this morning.. how i love how music always seems to assess the situation....i swear last night/ this morning... complete disrepect.. this people i'm living with.. they are on my last nerve... so my roomate... yeah... so i kept waking up for some reason.. i wasnt feeling comfortable. .and if you know me personally.. you ( Read more... )

just got home from a meeting.. they had a great speaker tonight.. it was good recovery.....time for bed... gots me a busy day tomorrow.... happiness in slavery~

i'm going fucking insane.. i'm going fucking insane.. .i'm goine fucking insane... i'm going fucking insane!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so god damn bored it isnt even funny.... i think imma fucking lose my god damn mind well shit i probably already have.. but fuck it... grrr motherfucking crap.... i'm so bored that i cant even think of anything to actually go ( Read more... )

lets see well moved out of my mom's house yesterday.. its wasnt too bad.. i spent allot of time with my little sister..and actually spent allot of time hanging out with my mom...and we actually got along. unfortunatly i'm still in the valley.. but its all good... soon everything will be coming together nicely...and so far so good... the really good ( Read more... )

i almost got arrested last night.. it was fucking insane.. and for once i wasnt doing anything illegal... lmao go figure...

Sometimes I try to do things and it just doesn't work out the way I wanted ( Read more... )