went to the beach on friday with my mom and little sister. it was nice. i actually wore a bikini and did the sun thing... not a typical thing i would normally do because i am one white ass mofo.. but it was nice.. had a dream about adam the other night.. crazy shite...that guy was fucking hot! too bad he is in jail again.. he was fun to play with ( Read more... )

people tend to read to much into things sometimes... sigh: well cant blame them at times.. but when communication is compleletly fultile and what is really going on isnt known to the masses.. assumptions are just wrong... sad sad sad.. but hey what are ya gonna do... just to set the record straight.. i am doing just fine.. still doing the meeting ( Read more... )

two junkies in love
hold onto oneanother for dear life
sweaty bodies twisted and tourchered
eyes swollen with bitter tears
memories of the past
falling into the abyss of nothingness
break away
your gone..........

ok seeing how much my life sucks.. boston fell through.. gotta love that shite..anyway, alast.stuck in this shithole for a while longer....

Well here i go again being drastic and well tomorrow i am moving to Boston Mass. granted this is totally out of the blue.. but hey...why not. This was presented to me yesterday and i accepted. I think it will be a good change. And if not hey another lesson learned. But i think this will be an interesting experience. I am looking forward to my ( Read more... )

My health isnt the greatest at the moment... got a doctors appointment today...hopefully i wont get admitted and have to stay...this licks serious balls... eh whatever maybe this time around if i try dying on them i'll do it right and not come out of it... blah..anyways... happiness in slavery~

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hmm.... dreams are what they seem...and life is a fantasy....

I am so sick and tired of bullshit! People and there pathetic crap. I'm done. All i have to say is get the fuck over it... that is all.......... fuck this place.. i am getting the hell out of here... i am really thinking about moving away again... but this time i am not going to come back... besides...what do i have going here anyway.. nothing. And ( Read more... )