Oh lamentable life, why do you cling to me. I feel as though me and my tiny boy are all alone on an island. Perhaps my husband is there, he is sometimes. Unfortunately he can't handle my depression. It's not exactly support if it makes me feel worse. I don't blame him, I understand it's hard to be cheerful if your spouse is sad. It causes me to ( Read more... )

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Oh Vada, you have no idea how well timed that was!...or maybe you do, forgot who I was talking to there for a second ;) I'm sorry it's been so long, I wanted to say something so many times, but for some reason I thought, since so much time had passed, I should let you and anyone else forget me. So, what's been happeneing in the past 30 weeks you ( Read more... )

My little son gave me a kiss last night for the first time!!!!!! Oh, I've been saying "can mommy have kisses?" (and various slightly different sentences) and he's been coming over to let me kiss him for awhile now. BUt last night I was sitting there messing with one of my photo albums when a puffy comes up to me. So I look up and start saying "what ( Read more... )

Well hey there everyone. I guess I should write at least one journal entry huh? I just never know what to write. But anyway I could at least update ya'll on my life :) So, school is good. It's a little too easy but it isn't as though I can't further my education after I'm done here. I went to a phsychiatrist and got some antidepressants...finally. ( Read more... )