I've been on the verge of tears all day.
My eyes watering randomly.
and when Sam hugged me I just about lost it.
It felt good to be held.
I miss my friends.
Where have you all been?
Where have I been?

What is wrong with me?
Why?
I wish I could write poetry again.

::sighs::

What am I doing?!?
I'm insane to stay.

It's my fault.
I fucked up.
I pushed things to far.
I'm sorry.
I'm not usually like that.
If I could take it back I would.
I'm praying.

ARG
Fuck this.
Fuck everything.
Unfuckingbelieveable.
How can you not say that.

I don't really care, that's the funny party.
Well, I do, but not really.
Must not mean enough to me.
Maybe this is my way of saying I don't really want it.

In the end...
Screw it

I stole this from Brandi, it was in a guy's myspace. Take notes ( Read more... )

So I'd never gotten flowers or even really anything from a boy until this 
( A single white rose... )

I am not one to be eloquent with words,
but I have a lot of things I wish I could express right now.

I'm just pissed off and I can't handle it or figure out why.

URGGG...
Fucking A

I hate school.
Make it go away.
Break was so much better.

Here I go again...
am I ready this time?