wow this thing has changed a lot! confusing much

I haven't written in here in a long time... myspace has been too distracting... and it is bad. It has only brought trouble and hurt for me. I'm missing everything right now and I'm finding it so hard to find my way back in. I'm lost and I don't know how to return or ever where to begin looking.

I want myself back

I walked back into hell, this time straight into the blazing inferno.

I had walked straight into hell, and though I could see my way out I wanted to stay close to the warmth of the flame. But I got to close and it started to burn me. It burnt me really bad.
Today I walked outta the flame, and though I'm cold and miss it, and it's hard to not run back, the cool air is starting to feel refreshing.

My heart is being ripped out and slapped in my face every other second...

Hockey's over.
High School sports are over.
I'm sad.

DON'T EVER FUCKING TELL ME YOU CARE ABOUT ME IF YOU ARE GOING TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT ( Read more... )

I'm pissed
and I'm sick of it!!!

Fuck you!

Hey pretty...
don't you wanna take a ride with me
through my world

I'm cold
I'm numb
I'm okayWhy ( Read more... )

I got into the University of Michigan-Ann Arbor...
Why am I so torn.
I was really excited then I just crashed.
I thought this was what I wanted.

My mom is going in for surgery on Wednesday and will be in the hospital for a while.

Am I stupid?
I love how I play myself.