First and foremost, my gran has cancer, its quite late stages, there's not much that can b done and (all being well) i'm leaving for LA mid august.... but that in all likely hood will b the last time i ever see her. I'm beginning to feel more guilty every second... what will I do? If she dies will I fly back? I can't afford to...can my parents ( Read more... )

I'm really quite happy atm apart from a few little hiccoughs ( Read more... )

why do i do this to myself? for fucks sake ( Read more... )

Single....
Attractive...
Tall...
Drinks(but not an alco)...
Good in bed...
Funny/a good laugh...
Wants a fun relationship...
Kind...

its too much to ask isn't it...

I miss falling alseep with the person you love.... its hard liking some one you can't have but then again i'm stating to c a trend so maybe thats really what i'm looking for ( Read more... )

I just rang home to speak to my Mum, I was feeling a bit lost(as in you have a map but you're reading it upside down). Now I feel as if I'm stuck in a maze with no way out 1,000,000 metres underground ( Read more... )

i'm sotned ha ha stoned ha ha and i was watching findin nemo with faye but she fell asleep and i can't be arsed. i need to sleep tho, dance 2moro and singing. joy of joys......

well at first I was gutted, floored nearly! how could as soon as i actually thought something was going to come of it i'd be shot down so easily...? i'd been looking forward to seeing him again so much. that week we spent together was amazing but thats all it was, it was a week. he's going to be a dad now, with a girl he hopefully loves. i hope she ( Read more... )

I just got a full blown apology from Greg. I can't believe it. I'm stunned. I cried when i got off the phone. Over a years worth of pent up anger and frustration has just gone. It was kind of wasted. Why did I care so much? Why do I still love him? Do I even still really love him? Why did I let myself get so hurt in the first place. I've missed him ( Read more... )

i wish i knew what i was looking for