Bye R.J. I love you bro... your the best... good luck in Iowa.

ok so i have 5 days left here in this shit hole... i finally found the reason why i am so unhappy and everything in my life is suffering... my relationship, my family, my horse, my money.. school, my general personality... everything. my unhappyness comes from me being in this city. it is my time to leave and that is what i want. i have sucked all ( Read more... )

started packing tonight... im throwing out a 4 garbage bags of clothes.. phew!... boxing everything up ( Read more... )

sometimes i think that im just not good enough.. or that im a crazy psycho freak! and that maybe i need more reassurance that i want to need. this is rediculous.. i am stronger than this ( Read more... )

Monday again.. weekend was decent.. well.. it was just kinda ok.. sort of.. alright.. it sucked. it was crabby for the whole thing pretty much. but now all is well. until yesterday i got hit in the head with my horse and dont remember what exactly happened. hmmm... my face is bruised.. woot! dont touch it ( Read more... )

here i am... sittin at home...                       by myself....

this is me..                     ...just sitting...

days goes by so fast now.. i cant even stand it. i leave for Florida on the 18th of August.  there will be many many tears soon to come in the future. i will miss many of my friends but i will not be gone forever. i shall return.

my baby.. i love you. every moment we are together is unbelieveable... i will miss you dearly and i better get a visit ( Read more... )

You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.

Hot
100%
Violent
94%
Exciting
75%
Sweet
63%
Soft
63%
Awkward
56%
Wet
56%
Shy
31%
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why doth the world darken upon me? for the hell of the clouds open with arms of fire attracting living souls and scaring them out of human flesh. wind creating the stairway in which we rise upon evil and yet still smile. golden electricity stabs the earth only to reveal fear of the world at its peak. we shake and shiver because we are afraid of ( Read more... )

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