taking a turn for the better. as the world spins... the wind blows. the waves clash against the sand. my eyes turn to the moon. sky is clear. stars above the world. half moon blaze; half street light. i've never seen a more beautiful moment that meant so much. the rush takes over my body as i fall to the ground with passions. eyes wide open. lips ( Read more... )

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Today I had to do one of the hardest things I have had to do.

Turn away from the person who I care for the most… in order to do what is best for me I need space.. space.

Who the hell needs space from someone they love? Or loved?

Luckily the ones that care the most for me are behind me and support my decisions to rebuild my life. for my strength ( Read more... )

i sit. waundering out about in space as though having wings in my thoughts.  thinking of being thought and cared. oh, if only tis were reality. here not of thou's existence and shall not reappear by this moonlight.  the boundery of only thy innerself keeps me from this happiness to which i dream of.  and so i ponder.. and sit.. alone. 

Great Day planned. School FRIDAY! WOO HOO! .. then going to go see my pony love out at the farm for the afternoon.. then I get to go watch my favorite brother in the world compete tonight in A2 at 7 oclock. Im excited for him… Senior Men Short program…

So.. out of a great day that is planned.. why does it suck soo bad???

…oh yeh.. cuz I am home, ( Read more... )

If only the world turned the way, I wanted. If only the wind blew as I told it too. If only I could stare into the sky and fly away. Wings and all. If only… I flew. Today I flew. You made me fly.

Dreams only happen when you are asleep right? Maybe… but not today. In fact I thought I needed a sprinkler to wake me up from this fascinating world of ( Read more... )

Come to me like in my dreams
Spinning everything
And all the while my bones fight
Not to crash down

Now that I know you can be
Everything I need
And anything I'd do to 
Find your name

Because in my subconscious
I feel so complete
When we're rolling over hills
In the Massai Land

Watching angels as I speak
Soaring over me
Because every day is a race into the night

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Something troubles her. The darkness of her eye during a bright sunny day. The destinationless gaze of her stare... she looks at nothing but the invisible air directed toward the outside of the universe. She lies to herself.. Lies everyday about who she is and how she cries... observing all around her.. Seeing the fake in reality.. Scared to move ( Read more... )

The year Is going by day by day… what to do oh what to do.

Today is the day that I figure out what I am going to do for the rest of my life, or at least start if off…

I have a college.. study 50 hours a week… own a condo… 21 months of being on my own with a friend.. life is good…

It starts….
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