..its been awhile.. im sorry to all of whom actually read my journal..

ive been busy..

chasing cows at Chartears ranch ,                            **making money**

worked this weekend..

yay for house sitting.. PARTY!!!!!!!!!!

… Sunday.. car broke down on my way home from a hard day at work… front tire blew out..  so when you are stranded ( Read more... )

If only life was here… always here… always with me… if only my friends stayed with me the whole time and didn’t leave… but eventually they will leave and move on and forget about you… will he remember me when he’s gone? He better… YOU BETTER FRANKIE!!! Please always remember your southern belle… I will be here when you get home so write me… and ( Read more... )

Hey yall... monday again.. yay for school  :P

weekend was awesome.. very interesting i tell you.. HOMECOMING 2004 WAS AWESOME! i enjoyed myself very much. Thx for takin me Benny! I do say that has got to be the  best homecoming that i have been too.. yay for dancing lol. senior year this year.. that was the last one.. **sadness**  well about 7 ( Read more... )

Sorry its been a lil while since last iv written for all the 3 people that actually read this shit of mine.

Not good lately.. People are starting to push me over the edge. I’m tired of being unappreciated and treated like shit… I am done with this…

So.. what are friends? Friends are supposed to be there for you.. talk to you. Be there for you. ( Read more... )

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.....

Ok people… this is where I am playing the selfish, conceded game… if you must know.. 2 questions… u must answer them…

… for the people that know me, or who I am… what do you see when you look at me?…

… what is your biggest fear??… come’on.. tell the truth. What are you most afraid of.. EVER! I wanna know.. no lying…

comment please… its for ( Read more... )

This is what happened today..

Got up late for work.. then .. worked.. then chilled with brooke.. saw brad.. then chilled at work for a few..

I actually wore a skirt today lol. Yay… everyone who saw me.. take a picture b/c u wont see that again for awhile

…so something bad happened today with one of my friends… I said something to offend him. And ( Read more... )

I had another one. A dream. Another one of my anxiety dreams I guess. That’s what my health teacher called it. I couldn’t sleep all night and this is what I get? Whats wrong with my head?? First the whale the chased me out of the pool… then the dragon that tried to kill me… the dark ally when the car got jumped and brad got thrown out of the car ( Read more... )

Hello tomorrow and good-bye to yesterday
We've been waiting for this moment
And we still don't know what to say
We may never find the answers or know the reason why
Why we both decided we should say good-bye

Nothing but good things are coming my way
If you are going please let me stay
You bring me down when I'm getting high
You turn me on I amplify
1-2-3 ( Read more... )

I sit in the dark as the sun goes down. Slowly the red sky disappears behind the clouds, and I watch the wind blow. Locked in my room. Holding myself. Lake like glass. Nobodys home. Not even the shadows on the walls want to come out and play. And so the world turns.. the clouds cover the earth with a blanket of darkness until the light is no more ( Read more... )