Copied from Carter's LJ and of course altered ( Read more... )

I cant really decide on how I feel abou the last week ( Read more... )

I cant take this shit any more... I want to die... EVERY time things seem to be okay someone else has to stand up... I feel as though im climbing a mountain to reach chris, to be with him happily, but there are so many who dont want us to be, it just keeps getting worse and worse... i just want to curl into a ball and die... some one kill me... Im ( Read more... )

gah!! I'm gonna go crazy.... I'm fuckin tired but i can't sleep... so yeah...

D00d, i've been going to a chiropractor alot latley, and he said my back is really fucked up for my age... gah drawings didnt work, i'll figure it out later...

any hooo yeah, im gonna go watch Jakie chan now...

GRR!!! Every thing has been one big smelly pile of shit as of late... Every one was mad at or disliked someone. Rude comments were pouring out of mouths, etc... I just wanted to appologize for the many piles of shit that flew from my mouth... (... Eww thats gross! ) Any hoo you all know who you are and i hope there will no loger be any hard ( Read more... )

Asahoshi i don't want you to yell at anyone in my journal! if you have a problem, post it on our own. i dont want bullshit posted here. and i will delete it. don't do it again. no one. that is a warning.

Well jet.. I dont know if you'll like this one, but this song makes me think of the state you're in right ow so this song is for you ( Read more... )

yesterday i tried to commit suicide.. i guess all the emotions and crap just got to me. i just didn't want to live.. in a way, i still dont cause im tired of dealing with other people's problems when i haven't dealt with my own for so long.. i have some serious issues.

this shit is going to make me fucking mad.. you thought i hurt you jason? look what you're doing to me.. i can't even type.. FUCK!! it started when i saw her in the shirts of your's that _I_ used to wear. even though it's over between us, it felt as though you were fucking cheating on me ( Read more... )

*yawns* i don't get it.. why can't i got to bed at a decent time and get up early to have an early morning? I'm hoping that i'll get some call backs on applications i have turned in. i really need a job. i owe the state 65.00 and my phone company 50.88... it isnt fair, i had a nice job. i had applied to get an appartment and was approved. i was ( Read more... )