lol! oh, let's be deep, then make fun of other people.

oh and she knew i was going to say it, as if beating me to it would convince me not to...

AMBER GOT A DEPOSABLE CAMERA!!!

BAHAH.

Let's hope I'm lucky enough to spend the rest of my life with this guybe careful don't read I will drag you into my angst overload drama pit ( Read more... )

I wonder if I'm still being the 'immature' one or if the torch has been passed. I only want to clear things up and find out what was said and what wasn't said. I'm not going to beg for forgiveness, however, especially when I feel my actions were justified, so I'm done making an effort ( Read more... )

So I guess I can understand everybody's position and attitude. Maybe I'm just tired to holding on to so many grudges over stupid shit that isn't worth ending a friendship over. But I've just been so emotional lately. Obviously. And I'm not sure exactly how this will all end up but I cant leave it like this.

hmm. condescension. maybe that's why I'm fed up with you. I guess talking down to people makes you feel better about yourself. It's always been that way though, it was just easier not to see it because I was on your side ( Read more... )

I finally got (almost) the rest of my shit moved into the apartment. My brother has been spending his time packing up my shit into boxes and cleaning my room because he really wants that space and I haven't been able nor do I want to do it. So tonight I just went home to do laundry and hes like, "it's moving night!" so he forces me to load up my ( Read more... )

if you don't like what you're reading, or find it immature, depressing, repetitive, hurtful, annoying, tiresome etc. then don't fucking read it. I don't have to explain myself to anyone or apologize for anything I write here. What the hell else do you morons think I have this for than to write my emotions in it? Maybe I should write about what I ( Read more... )

aw April offered to work for me on the 23rd, so I can have christmas with my family and wont have to be all depressed about it.

Now what to do for New Year's, considering I have to work? you know, work is when you have a job and they schedule you and you go and work and get paid for it and your money goes to your bills and whats left over you can ( Read more... )

to all a good night....

GAH how can i be sad when he says things like...

i_am_a_rockstar007: i love you eryn
i_am_a_rockstar007: remember my hearts in AZ

*cry cry cry*

that may be so, but he isn't.

I hate this...God knows when we'll speak again. I had him for two minutes tonight. See you in another few months

Ooh I was just overtaken by this nice feeling of happiness. That's a bit rare, wouldn't you agree? But really, life's okay. Why stress over the stupid shit? And even the not so stupid shit? Everything happens the way it is meant to happen, and you can't really do anything to change it. Or maybe you can and I'm just saying tha tto alleviate myself ( Read more... )