Okay I haven't written anything in a LONG time, nothing of super consequence anyways, but today is different. Yesterday I went in to see my attorney and was very surprised to see the documents I came in for already signed. After talking with my attorney about it and signing my end of the documents a great milestone has been reached and now passed ( Read more... )

My gf told me last night how she lost not only one Beta fish she had but her precious Boodyah :( He meant a lot to her and the fact that he is gone has really upset her so I'm upset. I told her things will be okay and she will move on because sometimes these things just happen. You will be fine sweetie, that I can promise you ( Read more... )

Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried ( Read more... )

As my lovely lady stated in her livejournal already: MERRY CHRISTMAS ( Read more... )

Interesting test I was sent by someone special. Don't think I'm some kind a pussy though because I will still kick your ass :)


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What is Love? How do we know what it is since no one knows what the hell it is? I don't know all about love and will never know all about it but I know when I am in love and I am now. I am in love with a girl that makes my heart sing, my mind cloudy with feeling and my heart full of joy. I love this girl more than I could ever express in words ( Read more... )

When I started this journal I was in the depths of despair and life seemed so empty and painful. While life still has empty and painful moments, and always will, I find the moments of joy make it worth it. I have found a girl who makes my heart sing and my life easier. She is beautiful as well as intelligent and finding the two together in one ( Read more... )

In an earlier post I said I knew I had a couple more notches to fall to reach complete rock bottom and last night I reached it. The difference for me was that I thought when I hit it wouldn't be that bad but I didn't just hit rock bottom, I SMACKED it head first. My pain isn't for myself though, it is for the pain I have caused another and the ( Read more... )

Most of my entries have been about how shitty my life is and how bad my situation is right now. While I'm still sorting through the bullshit and the situation is still very much alive and kicking, I think it's time for me to write about other aspects of what is going on in my life. For one thing, I have met a girl who I'm head over heels for and ( Read more... )

Well I have finally accepted the fact that I must do something that I haven't wanted to do. I have realized a decision that must be done in order for me to be able to solve the current crisis I am in and get my life in order. I will have much to do in order to straighten out the situation and I know the road won't be easy. They say once you hit ( Read more... )