Deadliest catch is on in 3 minutes, so quick update.

Hung out with Erika today and actually crawled out of my hole a little bit, it was nice to be around normalcy and normal people and stuff.

Is anyone doing anything this weekend? I need to get out of the house and start to try to have a life again. Fo' realz.

Love.

my life has been a brilliant wreck lately. one bad decision after another, and i'm not going to lie, as fun as some of it was, some of it just really sucked. and my bank account is going downhill fast ( Read more... )

Life is wonderful. Busy, but wonderful. Stressful... but still wonderful. I'm starting to really try to not be negative, but it's been a part of who I am for so long it's hard to change. But I want it to change. And I'm on a HUGE diet so that I can become a skinny bitch by the time Eliza comes home. And my sister gets married next summer. ( Read more... )

I don't know why I wrote that entry last night, I was just lonely, and when I get like that I guess I just get depressed ( Read more... )

Why is it that when things are finally getting good and okay they come to an end ( Read more... )

Last night all I could think about was death. I was sitting backstage, waiting to pull the bed in, just after I'd finished reading Owen Meany, which was actually very good, when I just started thinking ( Read more... )

I watched the notebook with Kahle today, and we cried about stupid men ( Read more... )

I had one of the best nights of my summer last night, and I was really really drunk, but I remember some things. And I know when you're drunk and the other guy's drunk and things don't mean anything, but the way it all happened... it just felt natural and like things had always been that way, and then I woke up this morning, and rolled over to see ( Read more... )

I never use this thing, but since no one really reads it, it's easier for me to say what I need. This summer started off so swell, and then the past week or so it's just been going straight downhill. I feel so uncomfortable at work. Both my jobs, but more so at the theatre, and I don't like it. I just feel awkward every moment and because I'm ( Read more... )

i can't really complain too much about my life
but i feel like everything would be so much better
if i were only born a year earlier.

love.