Fic: Forbidden Fruit - chapter 5/14
Pairing: girl!sam/dean winchester
Warnings: wincest, het, NC-17
Summary: Pre-season. AU where Sam was born a girl. Sam is about 16 and Dean 20. Sam is growing up and having ‘new’ feelings for her brother. He notices but pretends nothing is going on, and then things change dramatically…sorry, I know I suck at summaries! Hope you like my spn fic! Please review! :-)
Disclaimer: don’t own them
Chapter 5:
Sam noticed that her brother was angry all the time and she couldn’t figure out why. She tried to ask him a couple of times, but he said she was imagining things and when she insisted, he literally told her to leave him the fuck alone! After that, she thought it better to stay out of his way and ignore him till he stopped being such a jerk.
Her father had been away for a couple of days and was now back. Yet, he’d made it clear he’d be leaving again soon since a fellow hunter had asked him to help him chase some nasty creature in an abandoned hospital.
Sam was happy to have both her father and brother around and did her best at cooking decent meals for them and keeping the house clean and tidy. They’d been staying at the cabin for several months now and it was beginning to feel like home to her. She’d even been day-dreaming of settling down there for good: having a home, a boyfriend, friends…an actual life. But she brushed off those thoughts immediately and reminded herself that it wasn’t possible, not while the yellow-eyed demon was still out there as her father repeatedly pointed out. Anyway, she decided that there was no harm in pretending this was her home and that they were a normal family -at least as normal as it would get for them.
She worked hard to make it all seem as real as possible. But, despite her efforts, the Winchesters didn’t behave as a normal family…or as a family at all anymore. Her father hardly spoke to any of his kids unless he was giving out orders and Dean, who had always been caring, encouraging and her best friend, seemed to be angry and yelling at her all the time. After a couple of failed attempts at family dinners, Sam gave it up altogether and finally came to terms with the fact that they were slowly becoming strangers who just happened to live under the same roof.
She thought of the times Jim had invited her over to dinner at his place and how wonderful it’d felt to be with an actual family: people who sat around a table and talked and laughed. Even if it was about trivial things, like the groceries they’d bought at the market or what they’d done at school, it had felt really good. She couldn’t help the sad smile forming on her lips while she thought about it.
Since she didn't exactly enjoy hanging out with her family and she needed the money, Sam decided to get a part-time job at the diner in town. It was minimum salary but it was convenient because she would work only a few hours after school and she’d be able to save some of the money for a dress she’d seen. She was planning to attend a school dance with Jim in a couple of weeks and she wanted to look good for him, and there was no way she’d ask Dean or her dad for the money for a dress. Besides, there was no way they’d give it her -at least not her dad, and he’d yell at Dean for it if -and when- he did. She could almost hear her father’s voice in her head “What do you want a fancy dress for? When are you gonna wear it again? ‘sides, that money’d be better spent on food or gas”.
She just sighed and tried to think of the best way to break the news. She wasn’t sure how her brother and dad would take it, though, so she didn’t say a word until she was sure she’d gotten the job. She applied the following day and was thrilled when she was asked to start on Monday. She walked home with a huge smile on her face and dreaming of the wonderful time she’d have at the school dance…her first one ever.
As soon as she arrived at the cabin, she finished her homework and fixed dinner. She felt incredibly grateful when she noticed her father’s good mood, and did her best to keep it that way. The three of them were sitting at the table having their meal when she decided to bring the matter up.
“You know, they’re looking for a part-time waitress at the diner in town,” Sam said as confidently and casually as possible though hesitation permeated her voice.
Dean looked at her and immediately realized what she was up to. “Really?”
“Yeah, and I was thinking…that I could maybe…work there after school.” She commented staring at her plate while she played with her food.
“Sam, school is your job…there’s no need for you to work. We’re ok with the money I make fixing cars and-”
Dean didn’t have the chance to finish because Sam looked at him in the eye and coldly said “this is none of your business, Dean! I’m perfectly capable of dealing with school and a part-time job. ‘sides, it’s dad who has to give me permission for this…not you!”
Dean remained silent, wide-eyed in surprise, and noticed the anger and hurt in her eyes. What the hell was going on with her? What did she want a job for? It surely had something to do with that stupid boyfriend of hers.
Their father, who hadn’t said a word yet, probably too busy checking the final details of his next hunt, looked up at Sam and said “Don’t talk to your brother like that. And she’s right, Dean, this is not your call.”
Sam, who’d been taught well by her brother, saw the opportunity and took it “I can manage, Dad, I totally can! Besides you always say we’re tight on money and, well,I know it’s not much, but I could help and maybe save some, and I’d only have to work a few hours after school and…”
She went on and on and gave a thousand well thought-out reasons for getting this job until her father, tired of her insistence and Dean’s retorts, finally gave in. She was so excited she kissed him on the cheek and then took her dish to the sink. As she did so, she looked at her brother with a smirk and stuck out her tongue at him.
He wanted to kick her ass then and there, but since their father was around, that probably wasn’t the best idea. Besides, she looked absolutely adorable and his heart just melted. Gosh, he wanted to stand up, wrap his arms around her and show her not to mess with him. He just couldn’t stop thinking how badly he’d love to cover her mouth with his and suckle at her tongue. In under a second, he felt a burning sensation building inside him and he forced himself to look down at his food and brush off all the inappropriate images of his sister that were quickly forming in his head. He thought it was way better to keep his mouth shut and later, once his dad was gone, try and find out why Sam had pushed it so hard, what her real motivations were for wanting a job so bad.
To Be Continued...
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