so i just read this persons myspace. and they are me. but like the cooler, happier version of me. well i guess she is what i use to be. but while i de-revolutionized, while my traits and personality digressed, she like blossomed into this really cool person ( Read more... )

"It covers my eyes. It's all I can see. Say there's some kids playing baseball. All I see is the one kid they won't let play because he tells corny jokes. And no-one thinks they're funny. Or I see a boy and a girl in love and kissing, you know. I just see that they're gonna be one of those sad old couples one day who just cheats on each other and ( Read more... )

"we didn't have a moment. we shared a moment ( Read more... )

and sometimes i just think. why are we friends. what do you get out of this? what do i bring? you don't listen to me. nothing i say matters. and i never know if your angry with me or not. am i a disapointment? because how would i know if you were upset with me becuase you never tell me what's wrong ( Read more... )

so after some lovely chats......(umm also let me take this time to say i think i blog too much.........i'm addicted. it's replacing livejournal ( Read more... )

emotions.......how much does physical involvment mess up emotions ( Read more... )

know what is stupid. age. ugh it just gets in the way. it's my birthday today. so that is neat. and i was really excited. i know 20 isn't anything. but i felt that people wouldn't be like "oh your 19" 19 sounds young....20 to me just doesn't ( Read more... )

Sunday, June 26, 2005 ( Read more... )

ugh my life is falling apart i swear. my mom/brother come tomorrow and i'm excited to see them and spend time but the timing is all off. i just want to not see or talk to anyone. i just want to lie in bed all day for the next two weeks. and i have to do this shoot/projecty thing. and i don't want to do that either........fuck ( Read more... )

two tickets to paradise ( Read more... )