I am afraid of the dark ( Read more... )

MAN. FUN. LATELY ( Read more... )

hahahaha today was the best day ever
first I saw somebody I've been dying to see
and they are uuuuugly, which makes me feel THIS much better.

then I came home and thats all that matters.

dream analysis tonight.

I'm the girl that people really debate on answering when she calls.

So I'll never get to see the movie Waiting
because the people either plan and bail
or cant go at all.
You guys are fags.

but its okay
when people hang out with me they dont like to talk about it anyway
I'm like this secret alternative that only exists in their mind.

I cant wait until college. Everything wont be so fake.

burping from taco bell, yuuuuck ( Read more... )

So today ( Read more... )

DEAR DIARY
MOOD, APATHETIC.

I went with Heather and Nyssa to JD's tonight. and I saw lots of fun people. LOTS. like alice. and kristin. and hannah. and bernard. and abbie. and sara. and lukas. and other people.

I felt outgoing.

I know its breaking my own rule/promise
but after what I heard today
I want to punch Matt in the face.

that, and I cant even be better friends with the Horvaths now. Awkward.

In other news, my arm really hurts, thank you birth control shot that I dont even need.

18 year old Chris Rosander died on October 1st.
I'm so sorry for Drew's loss. I want him to know I'm here for him.
Love to his family and friends, I can't express my sorrow and support.
I'm so sorry Dru.

I found out today my stepgrandmother has cancer. On the spine. She has to go away to North Carolina because there's a specialty thing there. I'm