so  I am going to be in michigan...but no one can know this...I don't want nic to know...he is crazy.  I had to tell someone. 

So One of my neighbors is a very attractive woman, and  because of this she has many suitors.  The other night two of them ended up at her apartment at the same time.  There was a complete brawl because both men showed up with her favorite food (fried chicken) and her favorite drink (mad dog 20/20).  The next morning there was chicken all over the ( Read more... )

and then they ask...when was the moment that you lost your faith ( Read more... )

heyo Ill write more later. But general vote. Should I get a divorce?

Okay so I've finally spent the night out at my new place. I love it here. I don't want to go back to ypsilanti. I just need to find someone to live with Lisa. The library is acrossed the street. Christina likes to eat sushi and go to the movies. She doesn't do drugs like everyone I know in ypsi. She'll help me stay clean and sober. I need ( Read more... )

I love him

I got this email from a friend about her life sounding boring and I wanted to cry. I remember wanting anything exciting to happen to me. Now having a boring life would be great. My life is exciting and dramatic but nothing to be happy about. I graduated and was trying to go back to school for nursing, but life has taken its own course b/c of a ( Read more... )

Goodness I feel like I never get time to write anymore. With no internet at home it's sorta crazy. Being married is strange b/c it really just feels like we are dating....I love him more everyday and I'm constantly trying to think of nice things to do for him. I feel like so much has happened, but I'm at work so I can't say much right now

Sometimes it hits me like a ton of bricks...I love him and this is going to be the hardest thing I ever do. He is so fragile sometimes. He's always gentle with me. Sometimes I feel like I adopted a child b/c he is so young. I feel older than him. He takes care of me but he needs me. He's unlike anything I've ever seen before. A stray cat ( Read more... )

Wow, since Nic and I don't have the internet at our house it's really hard to type in my online journal as much as I used to. I'm going to have to figure out a time when I just type in it everyday or get one to write in by hand b/c it's so weird to not journal. I really need to get all my stuff moved to Nic's house. I have until may 5th. I ( Read more... )