I hate this, I can't sleep. I'm tired, exhausted really, but I can't sleep. I wish I could. I think I'm getting sick, maybe. That would kinda suck, since I have a family thing this weekend.

The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background ( Read more... )

So, I've been 25 for a week now, and even though my b-day was fun and all, I'm still sort of depressd. I know 25 is not old in any sense of the word, but that's how I feel. Probably not really old, as much as unaccomplished. 10 years ago I saw a much different life for myself at 25. Sadly, things have not worked out nearly as well as I hoped they ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. Luckily, Austin can. Austin is my 3-month old. Yes, there's another one. He's so incredibly cute! I must say comepletely un-biased that I produce some damn cute kids. Its true. My life has been interesting, to say the least, since I was posting last ( Read more... )

It's been forever since I posted. So much has changed. Mostly bad. Some very good.

yeah...I finally got a cell phone. I figured since I'll be starting work soon, I need it.

I can't believe Ella's almost a year! Time flew. She's gonna have a great party, though. I wonder if her dad wil actually send her anything? I doubt he even thinks about her. Oh well

my baby's cuddling w/me......i miss her as a little baby, but I enjoy her now too.

I'm taking her to the beach for the first time thurs...

I can't believe she'll be 8 mos old tomorrow

I am so proud of myself. I've just finished my second week of summer school, and I am getting an A in the class. I have the potential to have an "A" in all my classes, I just never apply myself. So, yeah for me....

I want to go to Vegas...actually, I want to go anywhere that is not here...I'm in desperate need of an escape from this hell that is my life. Maybe summer school will help. Although I rather doubt it. I left Ella at home to go to the movies on Wed night. Apparently she screamed for a while, they finally calmed her down when she realized I wan't ( Read more... )

I had the weirdest dreams last night. They all involved me getting killed, or trying to be killed...they were strange ( Read more... )