Sometimes I hate that my heart beats. Every time it does it means hundreds are dead and I'm something special ( Read more... )

All I want is for you to feel like an exclamation mark. Improper if overused, but you'd appear often in my life. You would be an all encompassing passion. It would feel as a life of it's own. You would be looked at differently from all the other punctuation who by default just do their job. You would be the heart of the author, who took the most ( Read more... )

i walked further than i ever have before. in the past week, i've accomplished every duty on my list. i've marked my skin forever. i got the internship. i spent a night on the beach being pummeled by wind with someone i love. i sculpted a heart in the sand with the intention of saving the lives of those who saw it. those who were trekking to the sea ( Read more... )

in the year 2046 ( Read more... )

Mercy unto you, and peace, and love be multiplied. Jude 1:2

if anybody needs any sort of attention, warmth, love, compassion, kindness i will be a vessel flowing.

i woke up at the end of the red line this morning. two cta workers jerked me back and forth ( Read more... )

"There has to be a closer country where love can live near me ( Read more... )

its been another year and this is the update. im sick. not in a runny-nose, wet rag on the forehead, blankets feeling like fire sort of way. im sick. not in an "im too tired to go out tonight," or a "maybe i can catch up on some reading," kind of way. im sick of the fucking pressure i feel in my stomach when i breathe. im sick of the sound my lungs ( Read more... )

I just realized that last time I posted was almost a year ago. huh.

Well I got Jurgen today, which is a program where you can index all your records and movies and stuff like that. It's kind of a daunting task, but I really want to accomplish it. I also got this program which is why this is my first entry. I bought some records as well. My apartment is really clean right now and I like it that way. My teeth hurt ( Read more... )