I just saw Hairspray at 10 o'clock tonight. It was such a wonderful movie. It is exactly why I believe I can do this. Nicky Blonsky is my official idol. She can do it, and I know I can. She made me believe in myself more than I ever thought I could. I just can't ever give up ( Read more... )

I was supposed to hang out with you last night//this morning.

I lied to my friends about where I was because I was embarassed that I was allowing myself to go back where I was two years ago.

I wanted to thank you for not going through with it. 
You saved me from a summer of heartache.

I told my mom I was uber drunk as a scape goat but for some reason [ ( Read more... )

So, it's been probably around a year since I wrote in this baby. Pretty intense. Let's see.....

Here's a list of what's happened:
1. I got arrested for shoplifting with Steph & we're no longer friends
2. I'm a senior in high school now
3. I work at Starbucks in Duvall
4. I hate my father
5. I decided I want to be an actress
6. I saw Richie last Friday for ( Read more... )

I don't answer my phone or respond to your text messeges because I don't want to talk to you. I don't want to be around you. I want you to grow up and stop treating people the way you do. I want you to stop two-timing a good guy and leave the shit hole behind. I want you to awknowledge my feelings and understand that I diserve some respect too. I ( Read more... )

I made two post cards but I don't know if I wanna mail them in or not.


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I REALLY WANNA TALK TO HIM.
HE'S ONLINE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER AND I MISS HIM.
I WANNA HUG HIM AND KISS HIM AND LOVE HIM FOREVER.
...but I cant.

So I haven't talken to Mika in the past two days and that's really scarying me. I need to read the news tonight to make sure her city wasn't bombed at all or anything, I'm sure it wasn't beacuse it's not Northern Israel, but I just wanna reassure myself because I'm a freak like that ( Read more... )

So Israel and Lebanon/ Hezbollah/HAMAS are at war right now over of course, The Holy Land. Bombs are going off, missles are being thrown back and forth like a hackysack and people are destroying the very land they're fighting over ( Read more... )

I SAW EVAN!!! I was working last night and I saw that Tj was on a lane when he's backroom and not really supposed to be so I ran over to take over for him and then someone goes "Hey Sam!" and I look up and it's Evan. I was so happy. I love that he awknowledges me. He was with Luke too (a really good friend of his) and I said hey to him too so he ( Read more... )

I really hate not being able to drive. It drives me insane because I have my lisence but my mom refuses to get a new car yet. Ugh. And I wish I could work more because I totally would but when I can't drive, I don't really have that decision. Which REALLY sucks ( Read more... )