Comments | amongthelivingx: i want to be happy again.

amongthelivingx

i want to be happy again.

Nov 30, 2008 09:51

i'm talking about really, truly happy. the kind of happy that you are when you're a kid and nothing in the world can taint your innocent look on everything. i want to be happy for no particular reason at all. to feel alive. to love life. i know this is out of nowhere. but i think this is where a lot of my problems stem from. i realized ( Read more... )

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tortured_17 December 14 2008, 16:19:33 UTC

This entry touched me so much I nearly cried... I know exactly what you mean. I crave the innocence of childhood, without all the pressure to do a million things at once and to grow up... and it sucks, because I can never feel like I did sometimes as a child ever again. I think I know one person who is just generally happy, because she has a lot of ''fun'' as she put it, but I don't know how to achieve this happiness.

dreamofscream December 14 2008, 23:41:22 UTC

I love those truly happy moments when the entire world changes colour and becomes brighter. They seem to happen less and less frequently these days. I can't imagine what it would feel like to be happy the entire time.

prfectiz105 December 27 2008, 23:19:53 UTC

ey wat u doin?

amongthelivingx December 27 2008, 23:23:48 UTC

nothing.
kind of going insane, haha.
you?

Happyness hopenhugs December 28 2008, 15:35:40 UTC

I am sorry to hear of your depression, I know what it is like since I have had it since childhood. I get a similar feeling of pure happiness when I stare at the stars (they're nice and bright in the country where the sky is really dark). I would say try spending regular time out in nature. Life is a journey, an adventure, sometimes painful, but there are moments to be cherished and people to love and be loved by. Please remember that you are now seeing the world from another perspective: that one of depression. This time will pass, and things will get easier. Believe in HOPE. Sending you HUGS! xx

thinsilhouette January 10 2009, 01:24:52 UTC

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