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So.. Yeah. Hi. How is everything everyone? decent? Okay? things are pretty decent here. i guess. Last week was supposed to be D-Day for me and Erik.. lol. but yeah, he called me to tell me about his new gf.. oh well.. lol. Im excited. My friend "Tim" is coming to visit me within the next 2 weeks. yay.. im so excited. And Talon is supposed to come ( Read more... )

So, I finally broke down on the phone last night. Why? who knows. all i could think about was one thing. I was talking to Talon, just like we always do, and its been bugging me that hes always leaving. i dont know why, but he wanted to go to bed, and I told him to, but i was crying. WHY? god. and he couldnt leave me crying and then I broke down. ( Read more... )

This is driving me nuts. Everyone's different, changed. Even me, but with me, I feel like I'm not trying to be someone that I'm not, I don't necessarily know who I am, but I know who I'm not. It's like, maybe what I'm seeing is like ... the domino effect. I changed. I had something big and important in my life that was changing who I am. I mean, I ( Read more... )

well im alive. woot. lol. i had a meeting with the army recruiter today. i actually might join. ya think i could do it? lol. they have a really cool band that you have to audition for. i think i might go for it. woot. mor power to me! lol. me and Erik are over. lol. I still love him, but in a different way. it still hurts when i think about what we ( Read more... )

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Hey yall lol. so. yeah. i hate to admit it but yall were all right. gaw. 3 and a half months. atleast he was a decent boyfriend/fiance lol. I do love him. It was kinda mutual. no hostility. a bit of pain. but see, i am special and i have cushioning to fall back on . woot. lol. claw man. ne ways. yeah. so. Yeah. Im single. happy. but not so. I do ( Read more... )