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recent developments have made life a little brighter, and aside from being absolutely overwhelmed and upset about congress situations, things'll be okay. hopefully, congress is amazing and all our hard work will show and be worth it, and hopefully we can make it up to long beach somehow. i don't know i'm actually just procrastinating this english ( Read more... )

i'm busy watching american beauty in my bed when i should be in school but obviously i'm not ( Read more... )

i can't believe this congress shit with long beach and everything. my excitement is completely gone and i can't believe how sucky this entire situation has gotten. and i can't believe that i had to be yelled at for something that didnt concern me at all because the people it does concern couldn't be there, as usual. baaaaah i need a drink.

one of the most stressful days of my life actually ended up being the most fun. congress is killer but running around the auditorium with everyone in the pitch black with glow sticks is fucking sick. and is backwards hugs and shits. bent told me before that he thinks i'm probably one of the least phony people he knows. i don't know how true that ( Read more... )

honestly, congress and apps are taking over my life, and more congress than apps because i can't really bring myself to do apps anymore because i'm so tired. i think i've made like 3 legitimate friends in the past week, wtf. life is ridiculous. i mean i like it, but i'd like it so much better if the package came with sleep. mer!

my dad's in florida until saturday, so it's just me and my mom for the week. one can imagine how well that must be going. college apps are really taking over my life, and i don't really know how to handle things in moderation anymore. someone new would be delightful. hopefully i'll get the pacsun job, and maybe that'll improve things a little. ( Read more... )

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i want everything to be normal again, but i don't even know what normal is so maybe that's impossible. i hope i'm able to get really into congress this year and actually become friends with the people i've isolated myself from for absolutely no reason the past three years. hmph i guess better late than never? i think i need to start thinking more ( Read more... )

ITALY. it needs to happen, my life will be so absolutely complete and nothing can ever be bad again if i go. jksgsdkjghsdkfljghsdjlfhg