There are 88 days until graduation.
I will probably regret posting this at the end of the year, but
I
cannot
fucking
wait.

i've been feeling lost a lot lately. i guess senior year just hasn't panned out at all in the ways i imagined it would. i want to not hate everyone and for everything to just be chill and to not have to worry about anything. and it honestly really should be like that. but it's not, and i can't even put my finger on a good reason why. 

If i ever wanted to imagine what doing shrooms and dying and the same time was like, i think i experienced it this yesterday. My room did a nice dancing number and i couldn't see straight or stand. not nearly as much fun as one might have imagined. Took a trip to the mall where there were no parking spots and enough people to crowd surf. Ben gave ( Read more... )

if i love You
(thickness means
worlds inhabited by roamingly
stern bright faeries

if you love
me) distance is mind carefully
luminous with innumerable gnomes
Of complete dream

if we love each (shyly)
other, what clouds do or Silently
Flowers resembles beauty
less than our breathing

I purchased myself a nice pair of rain boots today, Jamie would be proud. Now I'm in the midst of cleaning my room and doing laundry whilst listening to music. Plus some candles are lit. I love being home alone.


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I purchased myself a nice pair of rain boots today, Jamie would be proud. Now I'm in the midst of cleaning my room and doing laundry whilst listening to music. Plus some candles are lit. I love being home alone.

i really love my friends and how much fun they made tonight. and i love that they like ben, or at least i think they do?

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"I'm trying to keep my feet on the ground ( Read more... )