dammit.

i'm sick of trying to care about people that could give a fuck about me. i'm done.

I'm sorry if my birthday is such a fucking inconvinience to everybody. its supposed to be a special day for me, right? the people that love me are supposed to care, right?

it's my birthday, I can cry if I want to.

i'm the only person i fucking know that has to deal with death on a regular fucking basis, shit.

this is so fucking ridiculous and unfair.

im infuriated. who the fuck blow dries their hair, blasts their music and makes as much noise as humanly possible at 3:33 in the morning?! i hate all my roommates this year....all of them.

gahhh im so angry.

ughhh. I cannot wait for this semester to be over...I wanna be home already!! I also want my birthday to come more than anything. I haven't asked for a specific thing for my birthday in a verrrrry long time, but this year there are a couple of things i have my eye on. of course i don't want everything, but two would be nice ( Read more... )

i was looking at (some) old pictures, and i reeeeally want my long, long hair back! it was so pretty ( Read more... )

i broke down on the phone today with my mom. i know there's something i need, but i just can't figure it out. i'm trying to have faith that God will help me through everything, but it's hard when he took my grandpa from me on my spring break and he's gonna take my great grandpa away from me very, very soon as well. i know that grandpa is in a ( Read more... )

i've been getting really tired of everyone's crap lately. okay, not everyone...just most people. seriously? drugs?? i can understand drinking every once in awhile, maybe even pot if you don't get into it all crazy but everything else...really? i'm not your fucking baby sitter. i WILL not be your baby sitter. i'm tired of hearing all your bullshit. ( Read more... )

i want my fucking moment already.

i feel like this...

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something is happening and i don't know how to explain it.
the one thing i know is that i don't like it at all.

p.s.

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