Just spent the weekend with R&S and it was a lot of fun. Sometimes they make me sick with all their cutsy kissing, bantering, and playing but it's actually good therapy for me. As of late I've realized where I went wrong in my relationships of the past. But I've also figured what direction I'd like to head next ( Read more... )

You'd think in a few months that my life had changed but it hasn't. Still hip deep at work. Too many personel issues, too often. Also the project is going to go on longer than expected with 100 more patients tacked onto the list. Time to dig deep, kick some ass, and not lose my sanity over it all ( Read more... )

Last night I went over to N's place and she cooked dinner. We did a lot of talking, drinking & flirting. It was nice. Something I've been needing for a while. The talking was mostly about work & relationships. N is very much career oriented and I fed off of her zeal as she talked about her kids. She teaches in San Marcos. Drinking was fun ( Read more... )

This weekend was a sort of epiphany/mid-life crisis or some such nonsense. Maybe it was spurred on by the Columbia space shuttle exploding or that I had finally snapped out of the haze from last year ( Read more... )

Where to start? I'm frustrated at work. I'm juggling four projects at the moment. Two are locked, one is itty-bitty but the last is something I inherited and it locks in March. I've had to learn a new application (or two) and am working with our clinical operations group for the first time. Basically I'm feeling over-loaded trying to balance ( Read more... )

2002 is gone and unlike the gopher I'll venture forth, shadow or no shadow. Last year was not impossible but it definitely tested my limits of endurance. I'm not exactly proud of how I handled all situations. I've had to crawl back and apologize (and more than zero is too many). I've lost a few friends, made a few, said things that needed to be ( Read more... )

I'm at work and should be working but I haven't been taking time out for myself and hitting that fine line of frustration ( Read more... )

Last weekend of the summer before Cory went back to school. I'm curious how his day went ( Read more... )

Yeah, yeah I've been a lazy bum cuz I haven't written in here for a long time. Life's been busy. People to see, things to do ( Read more... )

I got a forward earlier about someone I used to work with. Ruben has Hodgkins (cancer) and has been battling it for years. Recently it came back (his third time) and he emailed us to let people know. In the letter he's so up-beat and full of life. Yeah the odds are against him. And they were before... but he's still here and still living ( Read more... )