Choosing to be alive again. will be overwhelmed..

Reminder to Amy:

"there's an endless amount of things in the world to be completely taken back by.
endless, as in infinite. as in everywhere you look. as in you'd have to close your eyes in order to not see it. as in i never want to close my eyes again." 24 february 09

Epitaph ( Read more... )

i feel beauty light up every cell that i can feel when i breath in. the world Is endless richness, infinite depths of richness in every last particle. each undefined yet definite present moment and every being partaking in this one huge moment of existence can make something out of every moment, out of everything around us. anything can be used to ( Read more... )

in the deepest ocean, bottom of the sea . . . .. . ..

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mojo pin

We're standing in a field, the sun is all we feel
If you'll just come with me, a sunflower is what I'll be

a second before i clicked to write this i realized it's not words that are failing me, i have words, not too many, but enough. it's so much more than that that i can't even fully understand what it is. it's a struggle of my entire mind to configure this heart of mine and it's interactions with the rest of the world. it seems much more than that ( Read more... )

where and how i choose to spill my insides will always be forever changing. each sentence i say on these days is 1/1000 of what i mean, on my best attempts. what ever happened to my ability for well-roundedness? complication happened, the entire spectrum of emotion happened and continues on, fluctuating between entire dimensions during immeasurably ( Read more... )

if i somehow could have recorded the single dream i had last night, i would have nearly every aspect of my life layed out in front of me, every detail thoroughly considered and presented. i would most likely have answers to questions that i haven't even come to ask myself yet. questions that only exist as natural products of my current life but ( Read more... )