So everything lately has been great. I dropped THREE classes this quarter, which I am pretty ashamed of, but I just can't stand the LA campus or teachers. Next quarter I will have to take 6 to make up for it. Agh! But it will be fine. Im caught up in my classes I am in right now, I haven't had any money problems due to my wonderful amazing lova and ( Read more... )

No bueno.
School is bad, im bummed out lately, feeling unmotivated. Still. I've been missing my Grandmom a lot lately. I really just keep wanting to be able to talk to her. I've been worried about my Granddad's health too. He keeps going over details of things I need to do when he passes and how to arrange everything which makes me feel awful. I ( Read more... )

I have a huge secret ( Read more... )

New years, Christmas, Christmas Eve were all amazing. I spent time with my family and my new lover. I've had the best Christmas break I have ever had. My trip to New York was awesome. 4 Drunken nights out, the rest were spent shopping, touring, galavanting. haha. We had sooo much fun. Im so happy. Im stressed because I no longer have a job, or ( Read more... )

My life has been unbelievably smooth and satisfying lately. I have an amazing boyfriend, I should say man friend, since he is not at all a boy. I have been spending a lot of time with my friends, who love Matt and he loves them. He treats me so well. He never disrespects me, always compliments me and goes out of his way to show he cares. And he is ( Read more... )

He makes me feel like no one has before. Literally, just by looking at me, he makes my stomach weak. Kissing him is amazing, I feel like im melting when he touches me. I don't know if this is normal, or common, but Im loving it and I am excited. I want to do everything and anything with him. I feel comfortable and beautiful around him. And cared ( Read more... )

So today I am blissful. And finally feeling happy and excited. I met someone. Not just someone. I've known him forever. Ive had a crush on him for years. And last night, it finally happened. Im so happy I could die. haha So he wants to take me to dinner at the mission inn on friday. : )

Anyways, besides that, everything else is awesome. got my new ( Read more... )

Good news for the first time in weeks.

Im heading off to New York with Casey after new years. Im booking our flight and hotel tonight after work. I need to get out of here. There is no other place Id rather go and no other person that would be better to go with.

I feel like my life has just been falling apart. I haven't been excited for anything, ( Read more... )

Midnight on a beach on the Mediterranean
and I miss you, even here taking it all in.
The sand, silvered, carries the moon on its shoulders.
Is it possible to put this night to tune and move it to you?

So like an idiot, I let him come over. He tells me he misses me, wants to fix things again. Tells me how she wasn't the right kind of girl for him, proceeds to make fun of her in bed and how gross her boobs are. HA. Then, after he gets his fill, completely fucks with me again, decides he wants to try and give her a chance ( Read more... )