ive always lived my life with the philosophy that loss equals gain, you always gain something you wouldnt have had unless you had lost something else. but lately ive been wondering, is what you gain always worth what you lose, does a door always open or is it a window with a screen over it. having my birthday has made me miss my dad so  much, i ( Read more... )

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why is it that woman and men are on such different brain lengths in thinking. woman can stress about things that in a mans mind doesn't even click. they're on a different path of right and wrong ( Read more... )

if the internet didn't exist my mind would be a whole lot more at ease. 

its the weirdest thing to sit back and watch time. to think of all thats been and all that will be. how time changes every aspect of your life ( Read more... )

FUCK this

i cant describe it any other way

i hate the feeling of whenever i see him talk to another girl or vice versa i wonder "has he slept with her" it drives me crazy

how can i expect him not to compare me to her, when i only have a glimps of how he felt for her and I compare myself to her

theres times in life, when problems strike that you never prepared for, and you can run with them or dwell on them, memories you can remember, or chose to forget, scars you can show, or hide.thinking about it last night i realized why i was so scared. i prepare for the worst to happen to me, for people to leave me or let me down, but when something ( Read more... )

Today was the perfect summer day, i slept in until 2 got up, went kayaking went off the most badass rope swing while the sun set. laughed with friends, and am going to get wasted and end the night right. if only every day could be like this.