so im an idiot. i almost messed up one of my favorite freindships and i have a feeling it is going to be really hard not to do it again. please pray for me. aawww i was watching fil of the future and it was cute haha how pathetic but not really hes not too shaby. so i miss my friend ashley alot and well both ashleys are gone. schmidt is my lay ( Read more... )

hhmmm.... decisions decisions and i havent read my bible in a long time and i feel it, here are some passages from proverbs 16 17 and 18 ( Read more... )

batman was the most amazing movie i have ever spent time wathing well except for any movie wiht adam sandler. so my knees are jacked up from basketball camp and i love everyone we went with! it was amazing and yes the girls made it even more amazing ( Read more... )

so the day was ok. in the morning i drove to skool withkyles mom and well needless to say she is so sweet and fun. chapel rocked but some miscomunication made the middle of the day boring. it was ashley grebes birthday. i had the most amazing encouraging talk with kate. she is just so full of life and joy. she is one amazing girl and she helped me ( Read more... )

so our trip was awesome and i got to hang with people that i usually dont and that was fun. highlight was cannooing with schmidt kallas and lundy. i flipped the canoo over and they got mad but then they laughed about it. bradfords note was so sweet it made me cry and brian was kool. nights were fun except the ones where i was confused but i guess ( Read more... )

hhhmmm listening to bob marley o yeah... MAN ARE THOSE SUESSICAL PEOPLE AMAZING I WANNA JUST TELL ALL OF YOU WHO WERE IN THE PLAY THAT I ALMOST CRIED OUT OF JOY AND LIKE EXITEMENT. I WAS SO PULLED IN AND O MAN SHOUT OUTS ( Read more... )

do you ever have those decisions that just tear your inner most being. mane this is so hard i am so torn and confused lol..... wedding singer or beverly hills ninga um wedding singer. o yeah no skool tomorrow and im gunna chill at the beach with my aunt uncle and cousins from philly. seusical and i wish i had something profound to say but hey lifes ( Read more... )

so school :

the walls that hold in conformity and chanfe. the walls that push away the outside world and dont allow ugh w/e i cant do it right now i feel just upset and p.o'd w/e bye

Block me out and have one goal, leave your trusty friends behind, weild your web of hurt and pain so instead of us envying your freedom you desire our chains. Breathe your last and leave your imprint on the face of another. Drag your heart on a ride that seemingly rises but at the final plunges you into black despair leaving you to wallow and groan ( Read more... )

honestly i have been so selfish lately. wanting only my own comfort and at times the comfort of my peers but still not responding in a loving way. insecurity of change and of pride. pride blinding the importance of those around me by flashing only the things they have that i dont. forgetting all that children dont have and how sick and twisted my ( Read more... )