So I'm happy... really happy with the way things are right now... I'm enjoying work... strangely... I'm loving the fact that when I'm off I have plans and stay busy... I feel like I'm finally living my life... Friday was almost disasterous... then the phone rang... Jon haha... we went to the mall, walked around.. I bought a shirt he bought a ( Read more... )

So yeah... I'm actually doing really well... I feel good... and for the most part I'm happy... Maroon 5 tonight was awesome... kind of made me realize how much I miss Jon.. I know sounds random... but yeah, I might see him tomorrow... dyed the hair last night, well got drunk, then dyed it... more fun that way haha... its hott shit... haha ( Read more... )

Yeah so the weekend got better... Saturday night I went with mal and kelly to go pick up one of mal's friends who go stranded at a fucking flea market in carol city... who does that!? gawd.... anyways... the trip there was fun, we took pics.. I don't have them yet... then uhh Sunday... I slept most of the day, woke up, did some homework, Jon came ( Read more... )

I'm angry, upset, disappointed, tired, confused, and most of all lonely... tonight the plan is to supplement my friends with alcohol, since none of them are really around to make me feel better or just sit with me... thats all I really wanted... just to be with someone... anyone would be good ... in other words drink until some one realizes that i' ( Read more... )

yeah so.. never trust me shopping alone, with lots of money.. its bad... really bad... so I went shopping, I was in a bad mood... I spent lots of money, talked to some people... and I felt better... I got a new cd player for my car, a shirt, some earrings, a transmitter and thats it... man it seemed like so much more at the time... but I love it ( Read more... )

So there is a ringing in my right ear, everything is muffled, and my hair smells of smoke.. but I would like to say that tonight was one of the best nights I've had in a while... went to school... left early... The thing is that I spent like all of the past two days decided whether or not I was going to this show tonight, and I'm really glad that I ( Read more... )

So I'm in a good mood... overall everythings going really well... I'm in love... not sure with what or who I am just in love... I'm happy... I'm doing well... and thats amazing... I love that things are the way they are right now... and I'm only hoping that me growing the balls to say and do certain things will get me what I want... well we'll see ( Read more... )

Bugsy625 [12:39 AM]: ok... stop cheating on me with Chppy ( Read more... )

I gotta stop forgiving people so easily... like seriously if someone makes you cry they should have to work a little harder than just calling you and leaving a message... to be forgiven.. aside from that.. and my 30 minute breakdown because of that I'm pretty proud of how I handled the situation once I started talking to Jon again... because at a ( Read more... )

so after endless times of openning up Microsoft Word and coming up blank I have come to the conclusion that I have too many things on my mind to write... and thats what stops me most of the time from being able to do my freaking papers... I have come to the conclusion with the help of others that I am a weak person... one of the weakest people I ( Read more... )