the end of a tour, and i haven't written here in ages, i haven't even checked here in ages ( Read more... )

i need a hollow-body gibson ( Read more... )

so, i was saying goodbye to this guy that i met and became good friends with in paris. someone i hung out with like, quite a lot. and we're saying goodbye, and hugging, and we're on the tube in london, and i could have SWORN he said "i love you em" in my ear. . .but it was loud, and i couldn't tell, and i totally would have told him i loved him, ( Read more... )

i am dealing with these incredible highs and lows these past couple of weeks, it's actually starting to really get to me. it seems like there are a lot of things around me that either contribute to me feeling really great or really shitty, and one little thing can turn the whole equation around. it's not stable or healthy, and i don't know what ( Read more... )

i find it really odd that when visiting my ex's facebook page (the ex i dated for like a year and consider one of a couple "big" ones) i don't know ANY of the people who have written on her wall. zero. none.

i have had such bad taste in my life.

fickle fucks.

Today was my first day taking care of a little girl named Bethszabee. I was to pick her up from her dance class and take her to therapy (yes), and then we'd play at the park for a bit. Well, I met Bethszabee for the first time on Sunday (three days ago). So I show up to pick her up at dance class, and I'm waiting with all the French parents and ( Read more... )

sometime last week in all the hecticness that was traveling in the uk and ireland with the fam, i got an email from gregory letting me know he and glen were going to be in paris. . . well, i saw it monday when i finally sat down to go through some emails (it's ridiculous) and we finally got in touch with each other today via email and the three of ( Read more... )

I can't stop thinking about the old man I just heard on NPR, who won't leave Galveston because his wife died on Monday and he hasn't buried her yet. During Rita he spent 21 hours in the car trying to evacuate and said he just can't do it again. You could hear his grief in his voice, his loss of wife, will to live. I think of all the bad things, ( Read more... )

one day she will stop asking altogether.

night comes in slowly in colorado, comes in seeping with a cool you can't catch. you need two outfits a day for this town ( Read more... )