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The journey of my evolving self.
I know I used to be a dreamer. I looked at life with incredible forbearance… in my mind, people in my life could not possibly do wrong and I am almost always struck numb whenever they end up hurting or disappointing me. Every unfavorable twist of fate happened for a reason and that reason would almost always tell me it was right to suffer. Although ( Read more... ) -
When kiko complains about everything...
After working for a good two-thirds of a fockin fortnight, I find myself completely out of whack. My laundry has gone up to a near unmanageable pile. The ref is near empty while the pantry is full of trash masquerading as food. Almost all of our provisions are in the fockin red. And if not for my dear partner, there will be no decently cooked food ( Read more... ) -
when kiko spent the week with caloy...
and I woke up slow, dragged into the sense of your scent, of your skin... the one I know so well
I had my ideas, you had yours, but then we found out, they were not so different, after all...
we got up after a while for the plans we've made this day await, you had yours, I had mine
you were off to fix Kimpoi's car
I was off to Church with Mom for the ( Read more... ) -
You asked me last night why Kiko loves you. It's...
... because I like taking long drives with you, the ones where you drive and I sleep
... because it feels good when you turn and spoon me in early morning slumber
... because you and I, we've seen each other through a lot of good, a damn lot of bad, and a lot of mornings after
... because when you couldn't buy me a rose, you planted me a flower ( Read more... ) -
Dating Mr. Ripley...
I happened to have a date last night with someone who referred to me by a friend. She's a dear that's why I can't say no. I won't tell what had trasnpired last night since, unfortunately, it became like one of those dates you'll probably forget in the future. I'm bored, He's clueless. Oh well..
So if you want to make "reto" someone or have the ( Read more... ) -
in need of rest
There's a pleasantness in the warmth of the sheet covering my body, a sense of safety in its sheer weight over my shoulder and back that makes me want to lie still and forget the time.
I think this is what work provides - the opportunity to enjoy this in the aftermath.
May your weekend allow you such simple pleasures. -
i speak.
I've had my share of learning, maybe not of the Romeo and Juliet kind but yeah, I've shed my tears. I am not sure I'd care very much to put it all in words, not that anyone would really be interested to know if I did. This is what I know now though, only love lasts as a motive for any good we want to do. Love enables us to die for others, love ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you... -
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O, never say that I was false of heart ( Read more... ) -
FIN (Ang pagdadalaga ni Kiko Escueta)
Some of you don’t know me. Some of you think you know me. Some of you don’t really care. But, I think, the common thing here is that people think I’m someone--someone to read, to hate, to know, to solve, to ignore, to whatever. I could be anyone to you. But, see, that’s the thing. I’m not. I’m nothing.
I’m nobody who found a place to belong: ( Read more... )