engaged?

married in one year??

what does it mean when someone has decided you are getting married in two years?

does that mean its time to stop writing in this?

bah.

marriage.

i'm just so, joyful.

things are getting easier

everything is moving so fast and so slow.

nothing makes sense anymore.

i don't know what home is.

i don't know who home is.

i don't know what i want home to be.

i do know that at this point in my life i have very little hope for anything.

i need some positive words from someone.

all of a sudden i feel like i want to get married and have a family. i'm getting sick of being in college. i kind of feel like i have what i want and i'm ready to run with it ( Read more... )

he's a thousand miles away, but i'm going to marry that man.

um. wait.

he kind of looks like a skinny more attractive adam.

shit.