oh my dear goodness, i could not be more excited that the holiday season is upon us. it finally feels like things are really coming together. like things are finally in motion, and finally in the direction i want. whats weird is that i dont know if that is truly the case or not. there are many things in my life that could currently lead me to ( Read more... )

so journal...here we are once again. it has been quite sometime. well, i dont really care to do the whole update deal so ill just pick up as if there hasn't been a huge gap. so you know what my weekend vocabulary is comprised of? here are some examples of key phrases and sentences ( Read more... )

i am in such an odd state right now and i really feel the need to at least try and dissect it. maybe ill feel better about things, i dont know. i am in a rut. i feel like ive been dragging myself in one. im not intentionally being self-destructive. thats dumb. i only realize that i have been self-destructive after the fact. i feel like i should be ( Read more... )

Q: how ridiculous have the last few days of my life been ( Read more... )

i left charles' house early so i could come home and get all my millions of papers done. a whole lot of good that did seeing as how im on livejournal...papers unfinished. then again, lj really should be my number one priority (note the sarcasm). well i havent updated in like decades so i guess its ok. anyway, i love working at elephant bar you guys ( Read more... )

so excited for friday night. sad times i have to work during powder puff. oh well, see everyone at the wolves!

im feeling really anxious to find my future and start going after a goal.

definitely update time. it has been quite a while i think. so much crap happens that i never get to include in my lj because i havent the time to do so. anyway everything is just fabbity fab fab. ive just gotten oodles of money from my first real paycheck @ e-bar and that is delightful. today i went out spent the most money ive ever spent on pants ( Read more... )

i hate how right when things "seem" to be going perfectly, right when you think you can finally take a deep breath, life punches you in the stomach and laughs at you as you're doubled over in pain.

my mom sucks arse...
that is all.

so i think im going in for interviews @ claim jumpers and elephant bar tomorrow which makes me really excited but also really nervous.it would be really great to work in a restuarant though. anyway today i was really dehydrated and got quite sick which was awful but im feeling kind of ok now. it was gross cuz i felt like i was freezing so i kept my ( Read more... )