So there's a lot on my mind

I can't wait for SOS...but to be honest, quiet times have been dodgy at best lately. I think I am just afraid...gosh, I hate that spirit that seems to have built up in me.

I just want to prove that I am good enough but why do I feel the need to do that?

Stupid Chris.

Then Chrs (my bro) is getting married?! In JULY?! and ( Read more... )

 So this weekend was the first of college that I went home ( Read more... )

 So today i woke up extremely dizzy with a slight headache that i couldn't shake. I had to cancel all of my plans which included walking and talking with Maria, work, and dinner with a friend. Everyone was understanding but it just really sucked. I ended up sleeping and watching friends and the olympics. We concluded it was a migraine ( Read more... )

Adapting

Ensnared
Entrapped
Entangled
Enveloped
Entranced
Enticed,
Intrigued
                By 
                        Pushing Propriety,
Finally Immersed.
How are you?

Isn't it amazing how you can be so unaware and then you simply see something as simple as a date or a dvd, and by simply glancing at those objects, you are taken back to a place of memories. While the memories are great, i feel like I am being pulled backwards into my past that i so desparately want to emerge from. I keep thinking that i've moved ( Read more... )

Most of the time, i just want to know why. I love being able to move on, but there is still something keeping me here.

Summary of this week:

Rest, work, swing, jon foreman, The Office, painting, heart to hearts, graduation gifts/thank you notes

I'm sick of people acting like they are two ( Read more... )

Someone told me that i had a beautiful smile today.

I love unexpected compliments.

I'm finally getting nostalgic. It took tonight at youth for me to realize everything. Now, i want to be comfortable, but that's not what i'm called to do. I just need strength, but Khush's song for our class sums it up ( Read more... )

Chris graduated from college today ( Read more... )