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please i want one of these


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I'm really upset
lonely
cut out

I have mono! something that seems to happen to all good highschool students. i am wondering lately, why i am not like everyone else. I AM A FORCE TO BE RECKONED WITH

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I've been so sick the last week, I don't get why I'm always so sick.
Today I finally get to pick up my dante head shirt from his house and eat BBQ with him and his padres.
i have to leave now to pick up my dante head shirt and eat BBQ.


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i hate this school. I hate coming here and wasting my time. School happens in between my real life, it means nothing to me. I don't look forward to talking any people here, I don't look forward to learning any of the things I learn. I'm tired of people living in their style boxes and fucking me over. I am not dispensable, there is only one version ( Read more... )

   
I could be fourscore or rather a beetle bug
whose small and dainty heart beats, who's a damn tense and glossy-winged baby.
He loves to smash my veined and silver wings from my blackboned shoulder blades so I will bend.
He's the suitcase dweller, brings the things he does not need in his hollow hands.
He's hollow hound chewing away at the ( Read more... )

I am in the tides house
a humble hole and I am tying my hair in knots
like an art form that grows and grows
it's like the first time you're told yes
when things click for you
when your universe spits out to you a simple yet satisfying:
yes.
and plaits your hair
with long gentle fingers
those that belong to a mother
whose wrist flicks gently 
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I hate when i say stupid stuff. It sucks. I am uptight 

this v day was the best valentines day I've ever had
it was sweet and innocent
Dante driving me back to his house, listening to Meneguar as we tucker down bohemian hwy in mr.volvo with my shoes off and the heater on after filling up with pizza was one of the best feelings ever and all my senses were happy. I never wanted to stop driving. Being in ( Read more... )