I felt like reflecting
I don't really know why
I've been so sick for the past week and I feel overwhelmed with going back, like how will I be able to handle it. I had a good Friday which means being okay with what I say and do and the way I talk to people... but I think it was because I was stoned.  Going to reggae with someone who doesn't do that ( Read more... )

I was pretty once and now I'm like ( Read more... )

I am so confused right now I hate wanting something I can't have.
this has been a good break. I was afraid of it at first but I'm happy with the things I've done.
I am really in love with Girl, Interrupted still. It's been like hella years since I first saw it and I still like it.


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I am feeling very content in my little homebody world right now. I'm not really obligated to do anything or go anywhere because I've been sick for so long and my jaw thing and it's really the kind of thing I love. Like those kind of days where you don't really have to do anything because you can't or when you're driving and you can't really do ( Read more... )

I made a huge mistake and I am so lucky that it righted itself and everything is going to be o.k. I was trying to convince myself that my decision was the right one and it just wasn't. I am so lucky that I saw my blessings and did something before it was too late. 
I am hoping that Juno will be as good as I'm expecting and that I can figure out how ( Read more... )

I so needed it be friday. I am going to have a beautiful weekend and smoke some doobies

I am intentionally not doing my geometry homework right now. It is typical and if i ever expect things to change maybe I should change my study tactics. I don't know how I did it when I was so sick, I got much better grade and was 10x as busy and 300x as depressed. I am not stupid, but I am not smart either. I am not diligent or committed really ( Read more... )

I did sooo good today I am so proud of myself! I ate what I wanted and not too much and I made killer mashed potatoes and gravy and helped cook the bird with my brothers girlfriend. I had some apple pie and cheesecake and wanted to go back for more, I noticed that today was a binge day more than restrict day. I ate everything in moderation

tomorrow is the first day of thanksgiving break and I am thankful for.. thanksgiving break. I am wondering how dealing with my crazy old aunt is going to be and how I'm planning to take care of myself during the holidays. I haven't had an ed free holiday for a while, so I'm excited and nervous - like shit my pants nervous. I wonder if I'll go to ( Read more... )

I LOVE this picture

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