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my sinuses are so messed up and I don't understand why I keep getting sick. I a pretty lonely. I wish was cute and dressed cute and was thin. I'm so into how I look it makes me sick.


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I AM WHOLLY LOVEABLE

I wish everyday that I cared as much about school as I do about my silly art projects. I have so much crafty shit in plastic bags, it's taking over my room so I get to move it into the spare room and put my little kiln in there and make pipes and paint the walls, and make silk screen messes.

I am on a completely soft food diet because of my jaw. It's a complete pain in the ass. So I can get used to taking like 12 ibprofen a day I'm staying home. I also have to do hot compress massages four times a day at least. It really sucks. At least I don't need surgery yet.

I am feeling like I am so over what I wear and how I look and it's like why can't I look cute?

Things are going OK at home considering what my mom found. This period is the longest period of my life. I am missing my shorty shorts and I forgot the guest slip in my locker so I have to skip PE. I love lots of people.

I am feeling so shitty so scared so worried
I have never wanted a day to be over so bad
I have never wanted to go back in time so badly before
oh my god. I want to be out of this house I've messed up, I should have been more careful
I'm so stupid.

I have the cutest little furry rolly polly cat. No joke at all, except when he hates me. Then he's an ass and not cute at all.

I am so stressed but so excited for homecoming with dd-dante. I am really happy even though I'm nervous to the point of illness. I'm really glad I went back to aftercare because I feel like I'm in a little family again. I miss quest a ton lately because of that and I miss Will-day and all those therapeutic drawings and feeling whole. I'm watching ( Read more... )