Hey there. I've been sitting home for the last few days not doing anything. Just thinking. I decided I think I'm going insane. I've done a few insane things...only a few I have this weird feeling that I've needed to shower ever two seconds I take about 7 showers a day and I still feel dirty What the hell is wrong with me? Am I supposed to feel ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't updated for a while. I stayed at Lexxi's house the other night. It was great hanging out with her cuz we both talked about our problems she said i was being brave...yeah...if that's what you want to call it but it was nice and we had a pillow fight and stuff. It was good cuz it got our minds off of alot of things. I'm glad I have ( Read more... )

I'm staying with Lexxi tonight. I can't stand being in my house alone anymore. My mom called to tell me that she's staying with my grandma for longer thanks mom I'm going to go see Paige tomorrow. Yeah...so I dunno what to say. I need to do something. To get my mind off....things.

I can't sleep at all....it's impossible...I keep getting nightmares. I went to the docter the other day God I hope I'm not pregnant or anything And I have to go back in like two weeks. I talked to Paige the other day...that was cool yeah cool...I'm scared to death and she comforts me and helps me...even takes me to the docter Nobody is in my house ( Read more... )

I hope everyone had fun at the dance. because I didn't You all looked great! I had a little bit of a...um...I don't even know how to say it. I freaked out. No Jimmy it wasn't because of you I promise. You go do you're thing with Ash I really don't care I have much bigger things to deal with I lied to my best friend and told her that I didn't ( Read more... )

So I went to a party last night at Bardell and met some random guy it really was random I don't even know his name and I had, had like 3 ok, 9 beers and...let's just say...we hooked up God I'm such a whore and I hardly remember a thing. It was so wonderful (that was pure sarcasm) So the dance is tonight...I don't even want to go but I promised ( Read more... )

What's wrong with me? Honestly...what is wrong with me? Why is it that I always seem to be doing something wrong? I feel like everytime I try to make friends...it never works. And I feel like whenever I like someone I just get rejected and then I get dissapointed. which is why I'm semi-afraid to tell Jimmy how I feel. He just broke up with Ashley ( Read more... )

I AM EXTREMELY HAPPY RIGHT NOW! MY MOM IS LEAVING FOR TWO WEEKS TO GO STAY WITH MY GRANDMA!! THAT'S MEANS I GET THE HOUSE ALL TO MYSELF!! THAT ALSO MEANS 24/7 PARTYING AT MY HOUSE. SO COME OVER ANYTIME!! THE DOOR'S ALWAYS OPEN! :) AND I'M THROWING A PARTY FOR LEXXI ON HER BIRTHDAY YOU Y'ALL BETTER COME AND BRING PRESENTS! LOL

<3 Amy

Last night was fun. I walked to the park to meet Alex and we ran into Paige and Ashley. Looking ridiculus...yet awsome in there old Halloween clothes. They decided to give me and Alex a makeover. So I got some awsome Ruby Red Slippers and Alex got a bowler hat. Then because I'm really stupid like that I accidently thought out loud and said how I ( Read more... )

if only it were really true