I just spent a few hours in Danielle's room, hangin with the girls (lauren, jaqui and lindsey). Made me realize what good friends I have. Made me realize how loved I am.

So today is my bday, what a nice day. Actually the whole weekend has been nice--my sis is here now...shes falling asleep in my bed, and i'm happy. Where did the weekend go? Friday: Sarra arrives, lunch with Garry (who gave me a huge boquet of flowers), the "cow-incident" (Need I say more Sarra...) then we took Jack to chuck-e-cheese. He had ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with Nick..yes, he finally called. So many emotions running through my head...so happy, but so cautious. Because by the time i left cb i was practically in love with him...but i left..and three months with no phone call assured me that his idea of our friendship was not mine. So, I'm cautious. I want to spend every ( Read more... )

"Imagine me with out you...yet i find its just impossible...because of you my life's made new...i need you...I cant imagine me without you..." <--- Jackie Velasquez

I had a fantastic conversation with my parents next-door-neighbor today. We talked about her childhood, which she spent in the Phillippines before coming here as a mail order bride. I loved talking to her..she has such an external point of view, since she didnt grow up the way we all did. She's lived in different countries and holds an entirely ( Read more... )

Well, the parade is over, and yes, i got it all done (with time to spare!!). Yes, i finished with all 500 flags, and even spent extra time coordinating other details like shirts, tickets, ect. In the middle of all of this too i've been training the new girl, and they just hired a new one for me to train (my replacment) so my plate is quite full ( Read more... )

Its amazing how much fortune cookies can boost my self esteem ( Read more... )

I'm pissed. Why? Because i just spent over an hour looking for 1.4" double-sided adhesive tape. Why in God's name would i do that? Because i had to do something to get my bosses approval. Our company is going to be in dixons town parade on saturday and its turning out to be a huge detail since were honoring two local heroes, and i could go ( Read more... )

This is the second night that i dreamt that Amma (my maternal grandmother) gave me something. I dont know whether this started because she gave me $25 for easter, or whether its predicting the future, or whether its merely symbolic. Last time i dreamt that she gave me $4,000 for ecola. She said that others had helped to put it together, and i ( Read more... )

Rock me to sleep
the kind that melts my eyes
in hot summer sun
tried so much to last
dropping now like a rose
too wilted to stand
comfort me like a child
this is how I love
spending forever together
loving the way you love
Rock me to sleep