yep yep. i live in new zealand now. south island. it's a cool place. i like it alot, but i'm not going to live here for more than a year. i think i need to keep moving. my bicycle is without a wheel. someone has filched my wheel! actually, its not even a bicycle anymore. it's some sort of deranged unicycle. unpleasant. had to take it ( Read more... )

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finals are crashing down upon me. art history must be composed, then i am promptly attacked by calculus and then the holocaust comes to call. they all expect so much and i only have so much to give. it is unpleasant. it will be very nice to be done and escape all this testing. then there will only be drawing and summer, then ny, and canada to ( Read more... )

it is the 4th of April. i am cold. it is supposed to be really warm today but it is too early for the sun. i must work like crazy this week. i would rather do nothing. i would like to sit under a tree with a bottle of wine. i would be a great wino, but hey, there's still time. perhaps i shall begin today.

it is valentines day. i want to get lunch at little tibet. everyone is in class, and it's kind of a weird day to just start calling people i don't usually hang out with and asking them out to lunch. i am HUNGRY. why are people not around? and why does it have to be weird to call boys today? i am certain something would be read into it. not ( Read more... )

i actually had a relaxing day. it was nice. i should do this more often. i am supposed to eat 5-6 meals a day now. 1600 calories a day. i have never looked at calories before. and sometimes i want things like cheese and grapes, which don't tell you how many calories they have, the cheese squares from the deli have no nutritional info. i fear ( Read more... )

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health concerns, school concerns, life concerns. they all suck. i get tested on friday at 2 to see what is wrong with me. i'm always so tired, and i already had mono, so it cannot be that. blah. perhaps graves disease. that sounds like it is something terrible, but its really not. the UK is being evil and making things difficult for me. so ( Read more... )

things i want ( Read more... )

my british boy has left me. i miss him. and he is gone ( Read more... )