life is going pretty ok. I can't complain ( Read more... )

things need to start getting better.

i need to push those things to be better.

i wish i was still young when dreams were still a possibility.

i am so scared

guess whose going to see eric clapton september 30?
guess whose out $124 from her pocket?
guess who thinks its totally worth it to see eric fuckin clapton!
guess who doesn't know hes going to see eric clapton?
guess who is the best girlfriend in the world?
guess who really needs to find a job now!

I wish I did not feel pain. No, its not the emotional pain I am talking about, that phase in my life is over. I am now content. That pain I talk of is physical, the kind that can keep you up all night and make you feel naseaous. Since as long as I was alive I've been in pain and now its reaching its breaking point. I can't live like this anymore ( Read more... )

its days like these...warm sunny friday afternoons coming back from a run with one of your most favoritest people and you sing songs that remind you of the good times, knowing that there will be more good times, make me real happy to be alive. then i think and im always happy to be alive, sometimes i just have to be reminded ( Read more... )

I need some advice, or help, or opinions, or ..... whatever ( Read more... )

no words to describe my feelings ( Read more... )

sitting. ten hours. fifteen hours. myspace. facebook. nap. read a book. nap. myspace facebook. nap. eat. class. dial a friend. leave a message. go online. check away messages. text mike. text mike. text mike. answer the phone. myspace. facebook. read a book. answer the phone. check away messages. shower. class. dial a friend. don't leave a message ( Read more... )

right now Jason and Marc are in the city getting paid $100 pretending to be homeless. thats just something you dont want to forget.

if anyone ever complains to me about valentines day again i am going to rip out their larynx.