i havent updated, and i feel like everytime i update i start with that, well whatever... i am doin good, i start school at massasoit on the 6th and my job is ok. i dont make any money, but i love the people, joss can understand that. i miss everyone tho. i mean come on... i plan on trying to audition for beauty and the beast.. who else is? ( Read more... )

been some time since i have had time to write, i've been so busy with work and stuff, but i have a minute so i'll update now.... well work was killin me the first few weeks we were open but now its so slow i wanna kill myself, and you only make money if you know the people at your table, but how often do i get a visitor, never, so nuff said. ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a while, so i bet you all are wondering if i even exist anymore. well i am alive.. i still live with paul and i work at applebees in braintree, and today was our first day open. good times, really slow and not fun at all! but you know.. whatever.. i went to up state new york this part weekend it was ok, i was sick the ( Read more... )

so its only been like i dunno... forever since i updated. nothing has happened in my life. it sucks. my car broke, so i dont have a car, i did get a job at applebees in braintree, but i am still poor and never see anyone. i hate living at pauls well my new house, but i only hate it cuz i feel like noone knows i exist anymore. i call people, but ( Read more... )

so its friday night and i am home and paul is sleeping and i mean he went to bed at like 830 and he is going to sleep all night. wow i am so bored with my life. i mean what the fuck. why hasnt anyone come to save me? and i dont want to call anyone and bitch, its not their fault my life is so shitty when it comes to social matters. i am just ( Read more... )

i dont have anything to say except HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVIE!!! you fuckin slut! i love you. and miss you i havent seen you in soooo long. i hope you have a good day. i'll be thinkin about you during idol! hugs and kisses!

so got auditions in less then 3 hours and i dont have a song to sing. so typical of me i know. but i am torn between the only 2 songs i have to choose from to sing.. ahhh grease, fun times. i better get a good part. or atleast one with lines, if not, then i am going to come over to company and be in showboat. i'd rather be in ensamble with ( Read more... )

i feel like its been some time since i updated, so i guess i will now, besides, i have nothing else to do! so i still dont have a job, and now my car is broken, but my dad wont let me fix it cuz i dont have a job, so i dont need it, which doesnt make sense, cuz he wants me to get a job but i cant get one without a car.... anyways, idol went in my ( Read more... )

i just got the call from my mom that told me that i wasnt going to be leaving for another month or so. so i am pretty pumped! just thought i'd put that out there for you guys!

ok so i have found out that i am going to be leaving around may 10th gie or take a few days. i mean in one way its good, i am broke and cant live here anymore, my dad isnt giving me money and my mom refuses to send me more cuz i am comming soon, so now i am living off of... nothing. not even a dime. so, that is that. i know its shitty, but i ( Read more... )