it's been a long ass time since i've been on this. i actually forgot i had it. well, lots of shit has happened. i'm engaged to john, which is the best feeling in the world. we're not having the wedding til October 2009 because i want to finish school and start working and we're going to get a house. we have the money for a down payment, so we're ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a while. nothing has really gone on. the band is close to done with their lp. some problems with the sound in nashville kinda ruined it, cause they were supposed to be done. but honestly, it sounds friggin phenomonal right now, so once it sounds up to their par, it should be amazing. but their back home, and they don't leave ( Read more... )

john left for portageville and i miss him like crazy already. this sucks. recital is this weekend so we're working our asses off this week. i can't wait for it to all be over. i'm ready. i want john back now.

i stole it ( Read more... )

my cat is rubbing me like hardcore and he just drooled on the keyboard. this is fucking weird. the cats kinda get ignored during the day cause the dogs are crazy so once they go to bed with my mom, and i'm on the computer, i am cat lady for about an hour. and i leave the comp room with white fur ALL over me. it kinda sucks, but leo seems happy and ( Read more... )

i had a pretty decent weekend. i got to scrapbook some pages from the trip to florida so that was cool. then me and corey were dd's for clay's 21st birthday so we sat in a parking garage for 2 1/2 hours before driving around for like 30 minutes to find a place to pee. that was ridiculous. rehearsal on saturday was not so great cause some people ( Read more... )

i am sick. it sucks. i want to get better. i got hydrocodone but i don't know if it will help. i have been having weird dreams about babies and grandfathers and people i have never hung out with. strange. drugs? maybe. i don't think this is making sense.i just took a painkiller. i wanted to write more but i don't think i'm up to it. i need to e- ( Read more... )

bitches get on my nerves.

a year and nine months today. score.

i had my lithitripsy today. it went okay. they definitely gave me more medicine so i slept through the whole thing this time, so he turned up the intensity. i could still feel it but it only felt like 10 minutes instead of 45. it's cool, but my side is real sore. i don't have to dance tomorrow cause i'm gonna be on pain medication. we couldn't get ( Read more... )