It really feels like I'm losing my best friend ( Read more... )

I'm wearing a necklace right now, that Tom gave to me for my birthday once. Alltho it made me really happy, I don't wear it often, I only wear it when I miss him or I am sad, 'cause it's like a part of him is near me then. It's very special to me, and I always carry it with me when I travel ( Read more... )

There are so many things I want to ask you, but I can't. So many things I want to tell you, but I can't. My hands are tied. And I can't speak. But for what it's worth; I love you.

why do I always do everything wrong? why can't I do something right for a fucking change.